We all seem to be falling away into a dark unknown. But why can't we all fall together? As I get wrapped up in my own problems, I become more ignorant I become about the problems of everyone else around me. See the 'fakefakefake' post? That was an emo rant I wanted to write but decided not to. Yesterday I as able to fool everyone with a fake smile. Even those who can usually see right through me. Today, I didn't do so well. I broke down. But I didn't cry. I just sat alone lost in my thoughts on the floor of the girls' restroom. I faked through the days and I didn't cry in public. I wanted to think that that meant I was getting stronger. But...I realized that it's just making me lonelier. Dealing with my problems at home, ending up crying alone in my room and crying myself to sleep then forcing myself to lie to myself and to everyone else with a smile...that's no life. It's more like a soul suicide. I'm killing my own soul. And I'm not the only one. We're all going through tough times and it's not a weakness to depend on each other for comfort. We're all falling and so we can't expect someone to be waiting at the bottom to catch us. We need to hold on to each other tight so we don't get separated while falling through this sky of emotions.
