I need a guy partner for ballroom dancing lessons. ><
Guys...*coughJillcough* don't go beating up Chris.
He explained it at lunch...though I didn't really get it.
And I didn't ask him to clarify cuz he was talking to other people...and I felt like I was gonna start crying anyway so I just walked away.
I've been feeling sick since this morning again and I didn't really feel like sitting so I just walked around by myself.
And then sometime later Tiffany, Izzy, Catherine, and AliceCho came along and took me to their table.
And, like always when I sit with them, I didn't really say anything.
Except for when I told Tiffany I was thinking about just quitting the lessons...
And then the crying feeling started getting stronger...
Thank goodness Izzy finally said she was gonna go give Joe his cookie.
I left with her to the basketball courts...
But then after that she wanted to go to the people sitting on the ground by the hutch. =/
But she just talked to Isaac...and he gave us whiplash. XP
I stayed quiet during science, curled up on the chair, hugging my knees.
Jill tried to make me feel better.
And she asked Pauline if she knew what happened and I guess she told her because then she started going on about Chris...and how she wants to go punch him.
But I told her not to.
I know he had a reason for asking Tiffany to be his partner instead...
Even though I didn'tunderstand it I'm sure it must've been a good reason.
I also told them not to tell Chris I was crying.
I don't want to to guilt him into doing something he doesn't wanna do.
So it's okay.
And I think it's okay to say this stuff here cuz I don't think he's going to read it.
I don't think he reads my blog unless I ask him to...
I think I wanna quit...and maybe take the classes some other time (with Julian if he can ^-^)
but I dunno if I can get my money back...
It was only $25 but still it's a waste.
...and my parents would probably get mad...
And those were the only lessons I was looking forward to over the summer.
I have no other definite plans either...
And my parents are making me take bowling with my little brother...and I think tennis too...
I was gonna ask Chris if he would be my partner for the lessons a long time ago.
Even before Pauline came up with the idea.
Cuz I remember him telling me that he was thinking of taking ballroom lessons...
And then I read about them in the newspaper and then I was gonna ask...
but then I wasn't sure how to bring it up...
So that one day when everyone was randomly dancing around I asked if anyone (anyone, cuz we were in a circle of people...but I was looking at Chris...) wanted to take lessons with me at CPE.
And then Pauline took up the idea and then we got all excited for it and started planning it out...
But then..I still wasn't sure if he was gonna be my partner or not...
So a while ago I asked him if he would be my partner...and he said maybe.
And then today at snack Tiffany tells me that Chris asked her to be his partner.
And what's kinda messed up is that Tiffany just got dragged into this...
She didn't really wanna do it in the first place. =/
Well anyway, I need another partner...any suggestions?
There aren't a lot of guys I can think of who'd wanna take ballroom dancing lessons...
