It doesn't matter how I feel, as long as everyone else is happy...? Can't I be selfish this time?...No. If I'm selfish, then I get to feel guilty, which also makes me miserable. So either way, I get to be miserable. Might as well be the only one.
I'll only have to take this for...3 more months. I'll deal with it somehow. Somehow...somehow...how? I dunno. I just have to.
AHHH I just realized...the first two posts I made after I got my comment button...were both all...emo-ey. T.T
