Oh no!
I haven't posted in a week! D:
Weeellll
sorry guys!
I've been reealllyy busy. =/
And no time to post...cuz of...well the circumstances of posting especially...
Weelll anyway...
I'm here.
I'm not dead. ;]
And...
there was SOOOOOOO MUCH to post about...
but I can't post it all now...
So.
Here is a VERY CONDENSED version. Enjoy. (:

FRIDAY FALL BALL-
FUN (:
The DJ was kinda sucky...but played a feew awesome songs here and there...
RALPH! is my pro dancing buddy. XD ahahaha me, Ralph, and Zach. And Adrian! He was right next to me too..yay senior circle! ;]
The maze was..FREAKING HILARIOUS X]] "WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER~~~ XD
I said the psychic prediction was bs...[but then...I'm not so sure now. ;]]

SATUDAY- FESTIVAL-
I played DDR at first...and then Allen came along! And I hung out with Allen for a while. (:
And then more DDR and hanging out with other people...
WHERE WERE MY GIRLSS?
I hung out with guys the whole time.
Spent SOME time with Shivvy...but she was preoccupied with fliers and volunterring and Jennie Woo. .-.
So I spent a lot of my day with Allen, Renz, Andrew, Isaac, and Avery. Michael and Eric Hanamoto a bit too. Eric Hanamotos pretty cool. (: And he remembers my name now! =D
I beat Avery 15-7 and 3-0 at airhockey. XD
Me, Avery, and Michael killed Isaac in the jumper.
AWKWARD POSITIONS. O.O
XP
When I'm around Isaac...I just see to...
GET HURT. A LOT.
DX
SUNDAY-
Rushing to finish hw. XP
Can't remember much from earlier in the weekdays...
I remember THURSDAY was my emo day.
Sorry for making you guys worry.
But all of the other days of the week I think I was pretty happy. (:
And THURSDAY lunch made me happy. ♥ Thanks JuJu.

Late night convos send me to sleep with a smile on my face. ;]

And today was FRIDAY
and not only that...it was JEREMY'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! =D

And Jeremy's birthday means...HALLOWEEN!
Unofficial ladybug #5 ;D

JUNO AND BLEAKER
OOMMMGGGOOSSSHHHH
MB AND AC FTW
It was EPIC XD

Labels: Allen, Andrew, Avery, Eric Hanamoto, Happy Birthday, Isaac, Jeremy Le, Julian, Michael Marin, Ralph, Renz, Shivvy

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I was feeling better today. (:
Still a little sick, but I can deal...
And I had lotsa bonding time with people! =D


on the way to school- My dad asks me if I'm going to the dance today and I said uh...I dunno. no? I don't have money...
And then he just gives me ten dollars so I can go. =D
Which is reaaallllyy weird.
Cuz my parents don't ususally do things like that.
I didn't even ask to go to Fall Ball...
The only time I ever mentioned it was last night when I was asking Maria if she was going (and she said no)
Problly because I was having a reeeaally rough time last night...
And usually my parents don't notice, but I guess last night it was really obvious...
"Why are you lying there like that?" ... "Why are you poking at your food like that?" ....

2nd per- Rec day! Bonding time with Shivvy and JuJu and Isaac =]

3rd per- My grade went down 2% T.T
Probably from the presentation thing?
Cuz Tim forgot it the day we were presenting...
His grade went down too...he has a 90.00. O.O
Park gave us candy! (apparently she really doesn't like candy corn. I don't either. =P) And grams!
Thank you to...
Alice Zuo!
Isabel!
Shivanti!
Jenny!
Pauline!

I ♥ you guys! ^-^

snack- hung out with 4th per bio peoples
rawr Chris...don't bend down when you hug me DX T.T

math- Isabel Chua is a lazy butt. -.-
I gave quarters Allen, Avery, and David Kim, and Ralph cuz I didn't buy them grams. XD (See? I told you guys I would (; )

bio- 94 on my test! =D

lunch-
So much for our lunch plans Izzy. ):
I'm sorry. D:
The group got too big and I guess I sorta ditched you for Shivvy and Tim cuz Shivvy needed help with bio. =//
But I did have some sorta bonding time with you, right? D:
And I had lotsa bonding time with Shivvy and Tim. (:
And other people who came by! Like Andrew. =]
lmao I luv how he explains bio...XD
he made a big deal about my gram too...
in english he came up to me and was all =O and pointing at where I said I was writing his gram at 1:30 AM. XD
He was all "You shoulda just slept!!!"
haha he was like that with our presentation too. =P
Shivvy sprayed cucumber melon all over Andrew XD
Too strong X__X
I make people feel tall. -___-
Andy makes people feel short. XD

Japanese- -___-
On the bright side, I finished my hw. (:

history- movie again (:
Isabel Chua is very comfy to lie on. ;D
Paley lies to put his hand in front of my face. O.o
I did underline the right thing for my thesis. XP

Afterschool- Izzy and Allen restroom racing. XD
hahaha Allen just goes along...
And they tied cuz his dad called him while he was 'busy' XD
Bonding time with Chris. (:
It's weird to see him afterschool now. O.o
And he didn't bend down this time. ;P

Good luck waterpolo! (:

Fall Ball!
FearyTales =D
It's problly not too good for me to go considering how sick I was yesterday...
but...
I wanna go. (:
It'll problly help me get my mind off things too...
And there's the festival tomorrow!
And then Octoberfest at church Sunday...?! (actually it's going on Fri, Sat, and Sun.)
I have a feeling I won't really be able to go though..it's a biittt much... xP

This week seemed to go by really fast.
I think the weekend will too.
And maybe I'll be ready for life again by Monday.

Labels: Alice Zuo, Allen, Andrew, Andy, Avery, Chris, David Kim, Isaac, Izzy, Jenny, Julian, Paley, Pauline, Ralph, Shivvy, Tim Chai

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So today was kinda sucky.
Cuz I was feeling sooooo crappy all day. T.T
In PE in the morning I swear I was gonna pass out...
I got hit in the face with the ball again too.
Not as bad as JuJu though...he freakin got tackled. O.O
I hope you're okay JuJu!

I kept sighing all day too. During bio JuJu told me to stop and I hadn't really noticed much until then that I was doing it. XD
But hopefully it's nothing more than exhausted breath.

And then at lunch!
Shivvy!!!
You walked away without saying anything...
You're the one who sat down there in the first place. -.-

I wonder if I failed math...?
I kept having to put my head down during the test...

I think I acutally did well on bio and Japanese too...
though I was rushed for Japanese...apparently I was writing a lot slower than usual. =/

Well enough of my complaining. :P
uhm...
!
My 'date' stood me up for the festival. ):
*COUGHISABELCHUACOUGH* ):
Anyone wanna be my new date? XP ;]
BUY YOUR ALL DAY PASS TICKETS BY TOMORROW!
I heard if you buy them at the door then they're $25 or laser tag and that stuff isn't included...
I wanna play laser tag!
Let's all go, yeaahh? =D
AND...
I DON'T HAVE TO WORK ANYMORE!
YEEESSSSSHH!
(:

Labels: Izzy, Julian, Shivvy

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~She likes you and you like her, don't you?

So don't break her heart because you'll end up hurting the both of you.

Just hold her hand and figure out an answer...~

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Yes Isabel, I'm alive.
Thank you for your concern. =P


So today...
was Tuesday!
I almost thought it was Monday XP


Anyway, so.
Ellie and I were made for each other! ;D
We both luv Batman and Wolverine and don't like HSM or Twilight!
^-^

I bought more grams!

The prettier ones (:

But if you don't get one from me, don't feel bad cuz I'm just really lazy/ busy...

I've already bought 15 with no time to do them. T.T

Siggh the only reason I'm buying Halloween grams is cuz I missed out on buying Hello grams.

And I just found out today that they sell black roses for Halloween grams! =O

lol I wonder if they give you a dead rose...? O.o

I remember the ones for vday were $4 and these are only $2. =P

But I kinda want one now...

Maybe I should buy one for myself. Just cuz I'm curious...XP

I'll just need to randomly find 2 more dollars by Thursday.

hahah jk I'm not that lame. ;D [most of the time ;] ]

Annoying people of my day:

Jeremy Wang- pisses me off. DX

He didn't do anything to me...but still, that pissed me off.

[Izzy, Ralph, Alice, you should know what I'm talking about.]

Isaac- makes me shudder. *-* [see Izzy's blog. He did that twice today o.o]

And I was supposed to spend the whole lunch with Shivvy today!

But Isaac hadda steal my grams. DX

So I spent like half with Shivvy and half with Isaac and Paley. :P

Avery- eavesdrops. DX

"I don't really pay attention" yeah right. -.-

I'm glad you're feeling better JuJu! (:

Feel better soon Chris! (:

♥

AND NOO I'M NOT GETTING DISTRACTED, ISABEL.

At least, not more than usual. :P

Bio test was hard, as usual...

Maybe I got a B?

If I'm lucky. T.T

Labels: Avery, Chris, Ellie, Halloween, Isaac, Izzy, Jeremy Wang, Julian, Paley, Shivvy

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So a few weeks ago Izzy and I went to Taco Bell and I happened to have 3 quarters in my pocket...
So I randomly bought those 25 cent plastic rings...
And I got a yellow one, a green one, and a gray one.
I bet you can guess who got which ring. XD
but then mine was too big...and I lost it ):
So then I went to Taco Bell today and luckily, I had a quarter!
Just one. ;]
And so I boguht another ring...
And then!!
It's the same one! =O
Only smaller!
So now it's perfect. (:
And yeah...just thought I'd share that with you people out there reading my blog.
Wasn't that fascinating? XD

Labels: Izzy, rings, Shivvy, Taco Bell

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Today was good...
In an awkward sorta way. .-.
Seniors are so...queer. X]

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NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:
WHYYYYY?? T.T
Even Hannah thinks so.
Here's another for your fanclub, Izzy. -.-''

Hannah: "Michele's in my football team and she has this thing going on..."
Me: "What?? With who?" O.o"
Hannah: "With the squirrel."
Me: "WHAT?? NOOOOOO!! NOOO NOT HIM NOT HIM WHY HIM." T.T
Hananh: "_____________" (says things I'd rather not repeat...I swear I won't be ablt to look at him on Monday)
Me: "...O.O ....O.O?! " I'll pretend I didn't hear that."
Hannah: But you guys would be cute. He's like 'shooom' *hand goes up* and you're like shooom *other hand goes down*
Me: -.-''

Labels: convo

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Gosshh Shivvy
I think you love me too much. XD
But it's okay cuz I love you too much too. ;]

♥

Labels: Shivvy

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You're so very sentimental. ;]

But I think it's cute when you're like that...

Though at the moment it's cute in a painful way...

I hope things work out for you soon...

By formal at the very latest!

If it doesn't, I'm gonna cry. T.T

"So....do you still like ________?"
"Kinda."

KINDA?
KINDA?!!??
What's kinda supposed to mean??? DX

Of all the guys she picked you...

and really, with her, that's saying something!!

Why you?

I really don't know. -___-

But consider yourself lucky.

Grab her before she moves on. ;]

It could end as sudddenly as it started...

On that October Friday when something just clicked.

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I took the PSAT this morning...
I failed.
But it's okay!
Cuz it doesn't count at all! =D
At least now I know I have to learn to work faster...

ALICE AND CATHERINE ARE WORSE THAN CHRIS, TIMCHAI, AND MICHAEL PUT TOGETHER DX

RAWR. You guys suck.
Except I still luv Alice Zuo for lending me a report folder yesterday...
So it's just Catherine.
CATHERINE YOU SUCK. DX

XD

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It's been a year.

Stupid fairy tales with no happy endings. DX

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Soo...
Today.
Was...interesting.
I was matching! With Isabel XD The pillowcase ;]
And then she asked Isaac what he wanted for his birthday and he said a pillowcase!! ;D
And then Izzy started spreading rumors! DX
Gosshh.
IT WAS A CAN OF GATORADE. -____-
Since when did anyone pay attention to "indirect kisses" anyway? -.-''
A very "avichele" day, Izzy was happy. -__-

...there was other stuff I was gonna put but now I'm too lazy to. XP

Just know...I think I'm starting to screw myself over... T.T

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My superheros of the night... ;]

Jenny! ♥ Though you owe me a story. ;]
AliceZuo! ♥ I'd be thinking my head of without you. XD And yes I do have finess! Sorta...I hope. =P
TimChai! ♥ For typing out the english hw! haha you wanted me to get more sleep tonight, but that didn't really happen...

Labels: Alice Zuo, Jenny, Tim Chai

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♥♥♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIE!!!♥♥♥

Did you like my balloon? ;D

Labels: Ellie, Happy Birthday

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Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.

A price I couldn't pay.

Labels: lyrics

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Your Guardian Angel...

was mine and Angel's song. (:

I wanted to sing it for showcase once I got the guitar down...

but it's taken now.

But that's okay.

Guess it's my fault for not learning it fast enough. -.-''

That song seems to be getting stuck in people's heads lately...

And some people are really starting to hate it.

Angel! I don't want our song to be a hated song D:

It's amazing though...
How music can mean so much...
How a song from from one person can mean so much more from another person.
How a song sung and played badly can still sound beautiful.
And then how the same song sung and played well can sound so hollow.
How the same lyrics can be interpreted so differently by different people.
How lyrics can move us and capture our hearts.
And how you can love them one minute and then despise everything you thought they stood for the next.

Labels: Angel, lyrics, music

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Paley likes to tell people about me being the mvp for football and about singing in Rock Band the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LAST YEAR. O.o
That was such a long time ago...weirdo. :P
haha buutt I still don't get why I'm mvp for football....apparently I'm a 'beast' O.o -.-''
I didn't really tackel her...I jsut went for the ball....
and it's COMMON SENSE to get up and run if you fall down, right?
I mean, I wasn't gonna lie there with the ball waiting for someone to pull my flag. -.-''
Football is getting funner though. (:
Yay for my aggressiveness. XP
ISAAC FAILS. -___-
ALYSSA GOT HIT BY THE BALL ):
Technically JuJu did it...
BUT we blame Isaac, cuz he was standing there. XP
Even Daniel agrees! =D

I went to school early today, but it was boring. -____-

Andrew went to prayer meeting at lunch! Yay Andrew! =D

Izzy and Ralph like my guitar playing better. ;]

GAHH YOU GYS AND YOUR "TRANSITIVITY"
I think he knows now. T.T
HOW'D YOU EVEN FIGURE IT OUT, ANDY?? O.O
RAWR.
Forget that. -.-''

Lol in Japanese we were deciding on CPr projects...and then Raymond asked everyone if they wanted to go with him to a really expensive Japanese restaurant for the project and I said I would if he paid. XP
And then Harrison said he wouldn't allow me to go XD

Afterschool-
Lotsa bonding time with Paley. =D
He didn't leave til I left at about 4:40 O.o
My parents were late cuz they had a doctor's appointment.
Lotsa people came to me for help with bio. o.o
We were having like a bio study group. XP
Me, Paley, Stephanie, Hannah Joo, Victoria, and Michael (:
Btw, *sarcasm on* Paley is sooo smart. *sarcasm off* XP
Lol Renz trying to figure out all the name comibantions.
Archie's singing is awesome. (:
Tiffany can't go to the restroom by herself.
Alex Kim got told off in the stupidest way ever.
I didn't see Izzy much. O.o
boba was $3 =O
Too expensive for me XP
Jesse came!
I introduced myself. (:
Tiffany*whisper* Alice*whisper* LOL OMGOSH!! Don't tell Paley! XD
haha maybe he'll find out what we said, someday. ;D
Williams jacket! ;P
Michael and Michele...how do you combine those?!
Alex Kim is overrated, sorry. =P
I saw Vince!
Don't see him much anymore. =/
Renz and Paley found out about my "formal predicament" XP
Your Guardian Angel lalala~~ -___-

"I bet a lot of people have already told you that"

"No."

"It should be ____ and ____, not ____ and ____.

NO PALEY, THAT'S A COMPLETE NO.

I've finally let something out!

To just a few people...

but still, it's nice that it's finally out there.

...Paley was in my post a lot again. O.o

I remember back in 7th grade when I didn't know Paley and he would come along afterschool and I would be in the group but then I got all quiet cuz I didn't know what to say and I didn't know him.

And the first time I can remember him really takling to me was when he was insulting Jane in our showcase act. -.-''

I'll mention Isabel again!!

So she doesn't get jealous ;D

ISABEL ISABEL ISABELLLLL

I ♥ You!

And Ralph too. (:

heehee my fans^ ;]

And Shivvy!♥ Where were you afterschool? ):

YAY lotsa labels for this post!
I should have a label update sometime soon. =D
OMGOSH.
YOU CAN ONLY HAVE 20 LABELS PER POST?! O.o
Ohh well I'll make it work. (:

Labels: Alice Zuo, Alyssa, Andrew, Avery, Daniel Ho, Hannah Joo, Harrison, Isaac, Izzy, Jesse, Julian, Michael Marin, Paley, prayer meeting, Ralph, Shivvy, Stephanie, Tiffany Yeh, Victoria

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A box and a promise.
I'll be there to happyfy you anytime.
♥

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I want to tell about my day though.
Because after school was really fun. (:
Me, Shivvy, Jenny and Zosa ate at Macaroni Grill. =D
See? It all worked out Shivvy ^-^
Jenny and I have the same taste in food!
Except she doesn't like mushrooms and I luv them. =P
We saw xc people too! =D
Ellie, Pauline, and Paul.
Paul was sitting by himself D:
So I went over and said hi to him. (:
I was with him and Isaac at snack too!
And Isaac threw a cookie in my face. Twice. But I didn't want it. =P
And then Izzy and I were camera horses in math and history...
BUT THEN I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAD MY CAMERA WHILE WE WERE AT TC. -____-
Ohhh well....=/

Oh and my grades so far:
PE- 100
English- 97
Math- dunno...problly an A
Bio- 91 (point something)
Japanese- Dunno, problly A
History- I forgot, but it's a high A =D

Labels: crazy Tuesday, Ellie, grades, Isaac, Jenny, Paul, Pauline, Shivvy, TC, Zosa

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IZZY TOLD PALEY ABOUT "MICHALEY" -.-''
and he was all nooo Michaac. XD

But my favorite one will forever be Michbel Chulanos. ;]

Anyway, today was awesome for me. (:
My wife had another crappy day though. )))):
Which makes me sad. ):
But dear, FOUR IS A LOT.
Especailly when it's those four, we make, like, 100. ;D

TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.
That is like, my new saying now. (:

♥

Labels: Izzy, tomorrow will be better

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Btw, thanks Jenny and JuJu for telling me last night "tomorrow will be better"
It was.
I wasn't totally bouncing-off-the-walls happy, but it was better. (:
♥

I wish you guys had a good day... but I don't think you did. ):
So I'll say now I hope tomorrow will be better for you. (:
♥

Labels: Jenny, Julian, tomorrow will be better

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For some reason, my legs hurt INSANELY much.
I told people who asked that it was cuz I was ballroom dancing all weekend...
but I'm not really sure why, that's just what I think.
T.T
Anyway,
TESTS BACK TODAY =O
Bio and history.
I actually did well!? =D
I gto 91 on bio and 98 on history. (:
And I did my Japanese oral I didn't study for...
I got 5/5. Oyama sensei said it was perfect. O.O =D
I think I either got a 5/5 or a 6/5 on my bio quiz. (:

Izzy hates me now though.
Poor Izzy ):
It's okay!
It'll even out!
(:

hm...maybe I'll do period by period again?
Let's try...

2nd per- PE IS BORING. D:
OUR TEAM IS TOO GOOD.
I don't get to do anything. ):
Stupid Isaac. I was supposed to be the quarterback AND you totally failed. -.-''

3rd per- 48/50 on my essay. LOL XD
I already knew my essay was repetitive...so actually I thought I'd get an A- at most XP
hahaha I'm very happy with my 48. (:

4th per- ughhh...math. I hate math. -_______-

5th per- Sorry JuJu I messed up our lab. =//
Izzy was happy when we were going over the tests. XP
( well, forgetting that she didn't do so well :( )
BTW IZZY,
I will admit, you and Maria were right in a way...
*rolls eyes*

lunch- I almost collapsed on Jenny. XD
Cuz she pulled me off the table and my legs were hurting so I couldn't really stand up for a while.
Whyyy does my 6th per have to be so far from where we eat lunch? T.T

6th per- Orals. me and my 5/5 (:
CPR PROJECT!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! D:

7th per- I almost fell asleep at the end. XP
THANK YOU CHRIS for letting me borrow your history book. (:
I want a black book cover now cuz it looked pretty on your history book. XP

afterschool- Paley waited for me at my locker. (:
I feel bad though cuz I didn't know he was waiting for me...
I thought he was just talking to me and then was gonna go away as usual...
and so I was just going really slow...and then it turns out he was waiting for me. D:
So then I waited for him by his locker...and he took longer than me cuz Michael Marin came along and kept messing with Paley's locker. XD
hahahaha it was pretty funny to watch. =P
But then it seemed like it wouldn't end...so then I pulled Michael away from Paley's locker.
hahaha you're welcome. (;
Btw, Paley's locker is pretty messy...he needs to recycle! =b
I was being torn afterschool because Jenny and Shivvy were calling me and Tiffany and Catherine were pulling me away. XP
I still don't have an answer yet though. D:
I'll go start my hw right after I'm done typing this! (:

Oh and as to my title,
I was wearing a black half jacket and black pants and my sister was wearing a green half jacket and green pants. Ewww DX
It's not my fault....I don't see her in the morning. -___-
Ralph just learned today that I have a sister who's a senior. XP
haha he learned something today. Awesome. (:

OOHH ANND
I SAW CHRIS TODAY.
And, not just through the glass in English. XD
We talked during lunch! Yay! (:
hahah let's keep this up. ;]

Okay, now I have to go do my hw and finish it quickly so I can have a chance of going to TC tomorrow and so I ca talk to JuJu. (:

Labels: Avery, Catherine, Chris, Isaac, Izzy, Jenny, Julian, Maria, Michael Marin, Paley, period-by-period post, Ralph, Shivvy, test, Tiffany Liu

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It doesn't matter how I feel, as long as everyone else is happy...? Can't I be selfish this time?...No. If I'm selfish, then I get to feel guilty, which also makes me miserable. So either way, I get to be miserable. Might as well be the only one.

I'll only have to take this for...3 more months.
I'll deal with it somehow.
Somehow...somehow...how?
I dunno. I just have to.

AHHH
I just realized...the first two posts I made after I got my comment button...were both all...emo-ey. T.T

I'm sorry.
I've been losing it lately. ):

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WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SUCH A F***ING FAILURE?
DAMMIT. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.

Try harder, try harder...
That's what I keep telling myself.
Now I know that's not enough.
I can't just try to do something,
I have to do it.
I have to get it- 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8. Boom. Done. Just like that.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I can't be good enough.
I'm sorry I can't do things well enough,
I can't be fast enough.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for trying.

Labels: fail, sorry

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I HAVE SOMETHING I GOTTA TELL SHIVVY AND IZZY! ;D

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So I told Izzy...and she's like ehhh cuz she's got another obsession right now.
*COUGHISAACCOUGH* -___-''
But I wanna tell Shivvy.
Cuz I thought it was kinda cute/funny. (:
And yeahh...
It wouldn't matter to anyone else out there, so this post is totally vague and pointless right?
Yes, yes it is. (:
So, I will add something nice, (and relevent =D)

So Close

You`re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you`re beside me and look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Labels: Izzy, lyrics, random, Shivvy

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The more you love someone, the more easily they can b-r-e-a-k your heart. <3

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So today was my nerd day. (Hopefully that means I did well on y history test, yeah? ;P)


Daily Overview for October 10, 2008

Gemini
5/21 – 6/21

Overview
Your brainpower is fully activated right now and both halves are working in perfect sync. You may want to stretch out a bit and see if you can get moving on that issue that's been so much trouble.

lol I luv horoscopes. X]

Labels: horoscope

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FRIDAY. THANK YOU GOD.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF TODAY WASN'T FRIDAY.

Today was pretty good. =D

I was a total nerd in math though.
We had a sub and she couldn't get what she was teaching us so I came up and I explained it to her and taught the class.
How...awkward. O_O
And not only was I a nerd, I was a musical nerd. XD
Shane had his guitar and so Izzy made me play Check Yes Juliet before class...
it was soo weird...the class got all quiet and apparently everyone could hear me. O.o
hahaha that's one way to settle down a class. XD
I got the song stuck in a lot of people's heads...including mine. XP

And in English I sat through an awkward "date" with Daniel David. O.o (It was supposed to be awkward though cuz that was his part.)

And at snack TimChai did the whole height comparison thing to me. -.-''
I got enough of that from Michael yesterday, thanks. XP
Shivvy left me standing there with him and Jennie and then next thing I know he moves closer to me and I like WTHeck and I look over aand he's all looking over me with that smug look everyone gets when they're rubbing in my shortness. GOSHH TIM YOU'RE NOT EVEN THAT TALL. -____- Ah sorry for pulling on your hair though. Gosshh it's not my fault you can't tie a bandana. -.-''
AND SHIVVY WHERE DID YOU GO?? when you left me standing there... D:

Btw, thanks to Harrison for letting me borrow his bandana to get ec in Japanese. :D

LUNCH! yummy food. and prayer meeting. =D
I didn't know any of the songs except for Cry in My Heart =P
It really wasn't that bad, JuJu. I liked it at least. (:
Ranting with Jenny is fun. XP

Btw, YOU GUYS DID NOT WIN. ;P

Labels: DanielDavid, Harrison, Izzy, prayer meeting, Shivvy, Tim Chai

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was actually really fun today!!! =D
I had some major bonding time with Michael Marin. o.o (:
And I made a new friend!
Michael introduced us. Her name's Charlene and she goes to Cerritos.
He said "This is Michele. She's short."
Thanks a lot Michael. -.-''
And then he said it again. Problly just to annoy me. And then Charlene said "Yeah I already know that. We've been best freinds since like 5 minutes ago."
lol I thought that was cute. (:
Our team won!!
We played a bunch of bible trivia sorta games and randomly a game of basketball. XD
I had to play in my sandals. D:
But we still won anyway. =P
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When you find out someone used to like you,

but doesn't like you anymore, what's your reaction?

As for me, regardless of whether I like them or not,

I wonder why they stopped liking me.

Cuz I get worried I did something and they totally dislike me now.

It's fine if it's just that they move on and they just don't like me,

But I wouldn't want them to dislike me.

Not that that was really relevent to confirmation...

it's just something I've been thinking about for weeks now...

Maybe it's just my usual insecurities.

Labels: Charlene, confirmation, Michael Marin

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What is this??? Ox

That was totally completely random...

I have NO IDEA what could've led you to ask that.

And I WAS NOT BLUSHING!! -____-'''

ISABEL AND ISAAC HAVE A SECRET.

AND THEY WON'T TELL ME WHAT IT IS. D:

Gosshh Izzy I told you if you told me I wouldn't tell but you didn't tell me so I asked and then yeaaahhh.

D:

I'm sorry though.

My curiosity today was just worse than usual.

Gosh...

Boys, boys, boys, boys...

Someone give me a different topic now, PLEASE.

(haha ironically, I spent my entire lunch with only guys. )

Sigghh...just what did I do?

Just what could it be?

Am I just predictable?

Why won't you tell me?

D:

I'm so very, very confused.

Labels: Isaac, Izzy, Jill, Shivvy, Tim Chai

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♥♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAELA!!! =D ♥♥♥

Labels: Happy Birthday, Michaela

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I'm sorry, Shivvy.
I'm the one who f***ed up here. ):

Labels: Shivvy, sorry

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I see that fine gray print Isabel. -.-

"AVICHELE ;D NEW CLUB"

That doesn't really sound very nice. -.-'''

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Yeah, I know, I was EMO today.
And yeah, I cried this morning.
And yeah, I wrote all over my arm again.

Sorry, that's how I 'cope'- writing lyrics I'm feeling on my arm
But that's usually only when it gets really bad...
I guess it's not really coping though...

Anyway....shout outs! ^-^
Thank you ELLIE for trying to talk to me and asking me if I was okay. (: Sorry for my awkwardness and not feeling like talking.
Thank you PAUL ( and JuJu though Paul was first =P) for sitting with me during snack and then inviting me to the prayer meeting. Even though I was still being really quiet emoish, it really did cheer me up. (:
Thank you ALYSSA, for trying to talk to me everyday, even though we keep running out of things to talk about. =P
Thank you ISABEL, you actually made me smile in a weird kinda way with your binder quote. (:

Labels: Alyssa, Ellie, emo, Izzy, Paul, Thank you

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NOVEMBER 4 ♥

xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:04 PM): hoework o.O
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:01:14 PM): Well yeah, you have it too. XD
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:19 PM): o.o
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:20 PM): ANYWAY
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:22 PM): I HAVEA FAVOR
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:24 PM): FOR YOU
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:27 PM): THAT WILL MAKE YOU
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:29 PM): HAPPY
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:31 PM): i hope (:
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:01:37 PM): ?
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:38 PM): wanna know!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:41 PM): what it is(=
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:01:43 PM): Yess
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:01:45 PM): What?
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:47 PM): its what you really reallywanted to do!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:01:47 PM): =D
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:01:50 PM): ????
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:02 PM): something that you really really want!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:05 PM): CAN YOU GUESS
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:11 PM): ....no. o.o
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:22 PM): ...
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:28 PM): whats something you want >.>
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:34 PM): Uhm. MORE SLEEP. -.-
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:35 PM): XD
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:39 PM): CLOSE.
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:41 PM): can i sleepover
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:43 PM): at your house!
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:48 PM): =D
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:49 PM): when my dad goes to
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:49 PM): When??
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:02:51 PM): newyork!
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:02:56 PM): =D
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:02 PM): NOVEMBER 4 NIGHT!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:04 PM): =D
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:03:31 PM): Just one day?
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:41 PM): mmhmmmms.
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:48 PM): its on a tuesday
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:50 PM): xp
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:03:58 PM): and comps
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:04:02 PM): is the next day!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:04:04 PM): =0
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:04:40 PM): OKAY =D
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:04:48 PM): OKAY
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:04:55 PM): NOVEMBER 4 THEN!
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:04:57 PM): YAY!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:00 PM): PREPARE YOUR PRETTIEST
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:05:02 PM): OKAY
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:02 PM): PAJAMAS!
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:03 PM): =D
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:08 PM): ASK YOUR PARENTS TOO
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:09 PM): -.-'
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:05:17 PM): I did. That's why I took so long.
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:22 PM): o.o
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:25 PM): what didtheysay!
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:05:33 PM): They said okay!! =D
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:37 PM): what kinda okay
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:41 PM): like UGHHH. okay -.-
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:45 PM): or ehhh okay =/
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:52 PM): or uhm okay(:
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:05:55 PM): or OOOH! OKAY! =D
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:06:06 PM): It was okay okay but now I'm in trouble for being on ym -.-''''''
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:06:13 PM): -.-'
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:06:15 PM): sorray.
xisab3lx (10/7/2008 5:06:18 PM): then letsdo hw (:
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:06:21 PM): no porb okay
michele bolanos (10/7/2008 5:06:24 PM): Laters (:

And that's how it went. (:
Omgosshh it's still almost a wholee month away. D:
But I'm already excited. ^-^
Isabel's gonna sleep over!! =D
Hahahaha all you guys out there, you know you're jealous. ;]
♥

Labels: convo, Izzy

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Today~~~
I dunno why i'm typing this..
It's not really period-to-period worthy.
Buuttt ohh well.
You guys get a boring post today, sorry. =P

Before school-
I had to be early today.
So I did Japanese hw. XD
And yes Chris, I really did finish all of it!! =)

2nd per-
Football is soooo boring right now.
We're just doing a bunch of wierd drills and whatevers.
And passing. WTHECK we're not supposed to pass the ball!!
What ever happened to out simple Whitney rules? D:

3rd per-
I like my group for english =D
Me, Alyssa, Kelsey, and Janice (:
I got all new people! And we get along! =O
Yaayy what an accomplishment for me. ^-^

4th per-
THANK YOU AVERY!! =D
I remembered syllogism cuz of you. =D
You and your transitivity. XD
Even though I know I got detatchment wrong. T.T

5th per-
Messed up potatoes. =P

6th per-
Singing~! うたう~！:　あらし- Love so Sweet ^-^
Yeahyuhh Harrison and I pwned X]
His voice carries. o.o You can hear it over everyone else's XD

7th per-
Daniel wears his glasses when we take pwrpoint notes. Aww, cute. (:

Afterschool-
(:

Labels: Alyssa, Avery, Chris, Daniel Ho, Harrison, Janice, Kelsey, period-by-period post

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To Alice Zuo's post:
Dear, I think you misunderstood what I was saying about the 'fairytales' but it's okay. I know what you mean and it made me smile. (: Btw, I luv your blog too. =P)
And you know, it's okay that you're constantly changing emotions...you're not a freak...you're mind just...transitions quickly. yes. It goes from one thing to another to another thing that you feel differently about..and so comes your bipolar-ness. XP But it's okay! I luv you just the way you are, bipolarness and all. (:
And to your other post before that,
I hope you DON'T have alove story like Romeo and Juliet because...IT'S A TRAGEDY. (I mean the real version, not Taylor Swift's verison. =P)
You, dear, deserve a VERYY HAPPY ending. ♥

To Izzy's post:
Yes, I did get to read it before you deleted it.
Actually, I copied and pasted and saved it before you deleted it cuz I knew you would delete it. haha I jsut know you that well. ;P
Anyway, I actually like reading your posts. You make subtle remarks that have to really look at to understand. Like the 'Please don't bring it tomorrow'
It's short and sweet. (:
And how you sound happy a lot of the time in your posts just shows how strong you are to not totally explode in your blog.
And I know how hard somethings are to put into words...but you do get them across in one way or another and I think that's amazing in itself, you know? (:
And you know, I'll always be your freind, if you'll always want me.
Even through all the crap we've been through and all yet to come.
My reason reason will still be the same.
I love you and that's not goona change, whether you like it or not. ;P
I can take the pain for you.
As long as your there to help me through. ;]
(haha that wasn't supposed to rhyme, but it did and make it sound kinda corny. XD But you get it anyway, yeah?)

I love you both too. ♥

haha what a mushy post. (:
But still, I'll remind you guys of how much I luuuvv you as often as you need, just know I don't like wasting words. ;]

Labels: Alice Zuo, Izzy

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♥♥♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE ZUO!!!!♥♥♥

I knoww I already told you: my present is gonna be veeerryy late. ):
But I know you'll love it anyway ;]

hahaha and that's ^ the truth. ;] But it doesn't really mattersince you're just so darn pprreettyy. ;]

Happy birthday!

Labels: Alice Zuo, Happy Birthday

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Which love is stronger?

Loving someone so much that you don't see any faults in them...
or...
Loving someone so much that even though you still see all of their faults, you love them anyway...
?

I'd like to think it's the second one.

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I just saw Izzy's blog...
and I decided I should post this.
Since it's Raymond's birthday and all...

Linny boy, up in the yard

Watch him model, watch him go.

Watch him strut the very jeans

That Batman the MBOhhhh (still don't get that. -.-)

ahaha Happy birthday Raymond!(again)

You got two posts!!

Feel special~

;]

Labels: Raymond Lin

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Feary Tales?
No. For me....
Fairy tales.
Well, more or less.
At least what Isabel would call some sorta 'fairytale' -.-
Something led me to think about it last night and I realized that mine always start in October.
Is this one gonna be the same?
Cuz if it is, I better get ready to be crushed.
If you know what I mean...
Because my 'fairytales' never seem to have a happy ending.
Or maybe it's already happening and I just don't know it yet.
♥

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♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Three people today. O.o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

RAYMOND LIN!!!

and

KELSEA LEE!!!

and (even though you don't know her)

MY ATE JHELENE!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Labels: Ate Jhelene, Happy Birthday, Kelsea, Raymond Lin

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RUUUUUUUUUN!

ANON!

ROFLMFREAKINAO!!!! I still haven't stopped laughing xxDD

Now people are gonna come along and see me laughing my head off by myself and think I'm mental. XD

AHAHAHAHA ISABEL What a wild imagination you haveeth...XD

Labels: Izzy

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I think I'll do my period-period day.
I haven't written one of those posts in a while. =P

2nd per PE- in the gym.
-We pick teams for football! =D Well, not pick actually, more like we all scrambled to team we wanted to be on. X] Lotsa people wanted to be on Daniels team but we could only have 9 or 10 people. So we told him to pick the people he wanted to stay. And then he started listing some, (well the ones he knew the names of) and then I was one of them. And thinking about it, it felt really weird, hearing him say my name. Not just the fact that he said it particularly quietly...but...I dunno...for some reason it just felt weird to me. O.o (Not that any of you really need to know that. XP)
Anyway, so, as PALEY WON'T LET ME FORGET, I ended up on the same team as Isaac. Horray. -__- (Yes, THAT WAS SARCASM. -__-)
-and theenn to rub it in, they made me and Isaac be a team while we were playing basketball cuz we had a rec day. Thankss a lot guys. Pair me with the epic failure. -___-
Gosshh I bet Izzy would be Isaac in a one-on-one game of basketball. XD


3rd per english- I messed up on my Mockingbird quiz. DX

We watched To Kill a Mockingbird. I wanted to sit by Jessica but then I had to be too close to the TV, so I took the only seat left in the back next to TimChai. He was very yellow today. o.o
The spnish class next door was singing while we were watching..it was soo distracting. XD
"You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love~~"
Only in Spanish.
And apparently, in Spanish it only translates to:
"You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape." Scary. O__O

Snack- I wished RaymondL happy early birthday (:
See? Of course I remembered. By your constant reminders, how could I not? XD (althoguh you guys have given up, right? )
-...VIOLATION. I was totally violated at snack. Freakin Michael Marin. And no, by 'violated' I don't mean the 'chinrape'. It was after that. Izzy and Shivvy know. Gosshh that felt sooo weridly disturbing. O__O
-Dinosaur gummies RAWR
-Shivvy had dinosaur gummies. (:
-But the red stegosaurus didn't really taste good =P
-And then she made them make out. -.-''

4th per math- pretty boring...not much to say about it...
ohh cept. I'm proud of Ralph! For actually reading To Kill a Mockingbird! =D *claps*

5th per bio- 140% on my EC quiz. XD Yayyy! Not bad for not reading the sections. X]

lunch- I suddenly got really tired and wanted to go to sleep. T.T
-I finally went to another prayer meeting! (:
----
- At the end of lunch, I saw Chris for the first time all day. -__- DUUDDEE I don't see you anymore!! What up?? D:

6th per Japanese-
Leftover food from J4 party!! XD
I had coke and a cookie sorta thing, which I counted as my lunch cuz I didn't eat lunch. .-.
-SINGING!! うたう！あらし- Love so Sweet (:
I'm gonna memorize it before Harrison!! X]


7th per history- pretty boring too. =/


Afterschool- spent a lot of my afterschool time with Paley and Renz.
-I talked to Victoria too! I don't talk to her much soo that was nice. (:
-Paley hit me in the head with the tennis ball. Imuna get you for that. Watch out cuz I might 'accidentally' hit you in the head with the football. XD *jkjk* ;]

I just noticed. Paley was in a lot of my day today. O.o

Labels: Chris, dinosaurs, Julian, Michael Marin, Paley, period-by-period post, Renz, Shivvy, Tim Chai, Victoria

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Romeo and Juliet...star-crossed forever? ):

Adrian got the part for David...

But Maria didn't get Lisa.

But she didn't expect to, being up against Ariel Improta. -__-

Ahh well. ):

She's still in the play, at least.

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Starting yet another post with a girl.
And this time it's Alyssa.
She's one of the few new girls I like.
She gave me a hug in PE today randomly. It made me happy. (:
BUT what really made my day today was when Isaac fell while running.
LMAO...sorry. I know that's mean...but I'm still mad at him. DX
I was in a really good mood today anyway even before that.
I was even wearing orange!! O.O
I really don't like the color orange, but I felt like I needed to add more color in my closet.
Especially since this year I'm planning on giving up wearing black for lent. XD
Anyway....
We lost in volleyball. ):
But 4th place is an improvement from 5th!! =D
We beat the scrubs and Isaac's team at least!!
Although Paley keeps saying it's cuz Isaac is distracted staring at me. -.- chyeah right. -.-
haha wait. not Paley. Maley. (: Maley Po!! X]
LOL 'Sounds like a teletubbie' XD

Bio was kinda fun I guess...
Cheek cells.
My gosshh those were confusing...but easiest to draw! =D
Ours looked like a flower. ^-^
JuJu broke a cover slip.
haha that's two days in a row he's broken something in half. XD
haha it's okay JuJu (:

And one last thing.
PROPERTY OF TRANSITIVITY. X]
(don't tell him that though, Izzy)

It's weird how I can miss you when you're right in front of me.

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I just noticed...
it's been exactly one year since Isabel "hacked and prettified" my blog XD
(see sidebar)
haha I've changed the layout so many times since then though. =P

Labels: Izzy

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I FOUND MY HISTORY BOOK!!!!
YAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!
*does happy dance*
YAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!
If only I hadn't lost it though...I problly would've done a lot better on the test...There were like...at least 5 I problly got wrong. That's already 90%. T-T
BUT STILL.
I'll look on the bright side! =D
I GOT MY BOOOKKKK BAACCKKK!!!!
(Even though I almost got killed by a yo-yo in the process. Thanks a lot Young. -.-)
YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!! =D

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ahahaha hope I don't sound awkward or anything but I luv that girl. (:
She gives me hugs a lot of the time she sees me.
Even when I'm all sweaty after PE. XD

Besides that, Shivvy finally found out where Tim Chai eats lunch.
And I realized a 'trend' today.
We started LOLing during lunch about it...but no one else got it.
Not even Andrew. =P
Buuuttt yeah. I would like to ask WHYYY???
-________-
Is that saying something aobut me too???
Gosshh. -.-''

Nothing else about today that I can remember. XP

If I was an animal, I'd be a bird.

But right now I'm in a cage.

Someone please set me free.

Labels: Jessica Liu, Shivvy, Tim Chai

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