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Sunday, October 12, 2008

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SUCH A F***ING FAILURE?
DAMMIT. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.

Try harder, try harder...
That's what I keep telling myself.
Now I know that's not enough.
I can't just try to do something,
I have to do it.
I have to get it- 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8. Boom. Done. Just like that.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I can't be good enough.
I'm sorry I can't do things well enough,
I can't be fast enough.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for trying.

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xmichbelx
12:45 PM

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I'm sorry, Shivvy.
I'm the one who f***ed up here. ):

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xmichbelx
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Monday, July 14, 2008
I'M SORRY SHIVVY!!

I'M SORRY SHIVVY FOR NOT CALLING YOU!!
I make a very bad girlfriend. :(
It's the kind of stuff that you hear about in songs that people break up for =O
Noooo!!!! I'm sorryyyyy!!! Don't break up with meee D:

:(
I really am sorry.
<3

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xmichbelx
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Sunday, June 8, 2008
Sorry

June 8, 2008
11:31 PM

For the first time in my life that I can remmeber...my dad just said sorry to me.He said sorry because I have to stay up doing history that I ddin't get to work on because he's been going to car places all weekend looking for a car so I didn't get to work on it until late today. I'm going to be up all night...but still, I'm really happy right now.

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xmichbelx
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
You're NOT beautiful.

"WHY DO YOU BOTHER SPENDING SO MUCH TIME GETTING READY? WHAT'S THE POINT? DO YOU THINK YOU'RE PRETTY? HMM??? DO YOU THINK YOU'RE PRETTY?!?!!YOU LOOK LIKE A FREAK!!!"
--my dad on several separate occasions in the morning

"EWWW. SKIN. EWW. TURN AROUND. GET AWAY FROM ME."
--my sister today in church


Am I really that ugly?
That...repulsive?
I know that I'm not pretty.
I can see that in the mirror everyday.
But it hurts when you yell at me because I'm not.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm not pretty.
That just adds to the reasons you don't love me, I guess.

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xmichbelx
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